The feelings of a candle
When you read it, adapun, siapapun..itu..mengira ini puisi pdahl bukan tapi y bisa aj. Its just if candle can said what it feels to burn your self so ull be the light of others...seem so noble, beautifull and kind..but somehow its just sad and pathetic..thats exactly what i feel right now.. Everytime my family or friend have birthday..i always pray and prepare the very best for them..i may be childish but i think people should be happy and have the best birthday ever..yeaa what ever. My birthday its not that bad i dont know..its just i nevee really happy its like people doesnt really try or even care...its not like what i would have given them..am i asking for too much i hate when im the only one who remember my birthday or that im the first one when nobody even notice anything...its all starte with my dad having the worst birthday in his childhood because of his abusive father that im never call him grandfather..so yea since that..our fmily birthday party are just u know..nothing specil or worth remebering....still remember wheny fther wont attend to my 16 birthday and died one months after that...mworst present ever isnt it?:( but dont get me wrong i hve the most wondergul father,mother brother etc but they just not understand my concept of birthday..they just think its ordinary day..butfor me its more than that..they dont understand and never will be..they just think birthday party is such waste of money an time..i mean sadlly i always waiting for my birthday even if i know there will be nothing special and ill be hating that day..so yea i gues thats how i ended having a birthday that is not that worth it...and thats how sad it i when a candle keep lighting and warming u up..but u cant do nothing for the candle then it burn and it just die...