Being Bad is Good
Ok, so im sitting in silent looking straight to blank page in my notebook. Well, i guess have somethings to say, at least i hear it screaming inside my head., but still i try to figure out to put in word, write it down. The truth is i probably shouldnt do this, or what i just Ok, so im sitting in silent looking straight to blank page in my notebook. Well, i guess have somethings to say, at least i hear it screaming inside my head., but still i try to figure out to put in word, write it down. The truth is i probably shouldnt do this, or what i just did recently, this is crucial moment happening, the moment when million other students are kicking their own ass and study real hard or maybe just keep doing whatever they want to do and that case they will be called as ungreatfull and naughty students who never want to study in their life, ever. My self, who is, btw student in college right now, a‘normal’ kid, in her very firs final exams, and in that crucial moment that happening to me and other students, wheter is the dilligent, smart, hard worker type, or a bad , naughty or just wanna have fun type. So the question is? What type am i? The hard-worker one or the naughty one?. Hhaha you tell me. I dont know what type am i, i mean really? do you see it like that? Theres only two types person in the world, the good and the bad, and the good thing is to be good, well than i have nothing to say. Because i dont see the world like that,i dont see things in black or white, because there are too many color in this life, too many types person in this world. Why we should make it only two, and give our judgement in to that? after all we are created diffrently, each of usare equally unique by god and that he said we should embrace it and make the most of it while we can. I mean who like to be judge by the things they said or did, its not like we are hide behind the goverment institute. Wearing blacksharp suit but robbed peoples money like pickpocket in the streets or hurt, or even kill somebody. We just dont like to be judge by the options we all know absurd, are u the good one? Well, if u are then u probably having normal lifelike most people do and be bored rapidly. Or are u the bad one? Then u spend ur life, wasting ur parents money, go clubbing, drinking and smoking, and even get stone. No, i dont see it that way, its not that simple people are not an object, people are constantly changing, like life it is, its not like you can predict what happen in your life, like if ur being the good one and everybody in the whole universe will be good to you, and if youre being bad and everybody will hate you and turn they're back on you, nobody cares. We should stop see things like that, like this life, nothing is certain. Nothing is forever. Nothing in this world is like the way it seems,the way it looks. So what, if im not the good one, and not bad one ? whats wrong if i have both side in my self, that make me the way i am, the good and the bad, all in one ?. you can think that im wired, or a freak. I couldnt careless. Because the way i see my self, the way i see everything around me its not like that. there isnt black or white in my life, if i ever let my self do that,i dont know, i might get crazy, be the good in this crazy world or be bad in this world. Didnt you feel bored to always be the good one? Or arent you just tired of living this life with all of the bad things. Because when life kicks you around,people you trust hurt and dissapoint you over and over again, will you still smile in your face and say, its okay, i may deserve to be treated like that. then you cry a river. or are you fight back and be bad, the baddest you can ever be, to fight for your life to do whats right for you, and stand up to what you believe in , for yourself? Do you, i mean can you have the bad enough inside of you to fight, and not just obey and give up just because that what good people suppose to do. If u can than i believe you. The bottom line is sometimes be bad its not bad at all..and being good is also not bad. Hhaha u get that? i dont know what im trying to say but i hope u do.F.Y.I, when people are studying most of the day during the exams, i play with my facebook, hope god and mom will forgive my sins.(im just kidding i already studied before i play hhaha) :) sorry for the bad grammar. my bad.:)